How do people sleep at night. I wonder what my husband told this girl. He told me that when he first met her he lied and said he was not married. I don't think she found out about me until I got her phone number off his phone and called her to tell her that I was his wife. They are still together? I wonder now what he tells her about me to justify what he has done. I can only imagine the heartache you must be going through, like someone is standing on your chest and you cannot breath. Wearing water proof mascara helps. What a couple of sacs. I am a nurse too, not that that means anything. If I know what to say or tell you to help ease your pain I would. Stay strong and try not to hate too much, that will make you dead inside.

I've had the same experience as you. I'm sorry to hear of your loss. Have you regained your trust in people yet? I still have a hard time with it and have "built a wall" so to speak. It's a double slam when it's a friend and your spouse. Hang in there, I wish you the best.

Thank you for being supportive. ~ Chris